Walking alone in a long road with many holes
Waiting for a match of fire to light my soul
I met so many people just to have fun and to fill my time
But one of them had took all my time and understanding rhyme
Days passed and I was getting close more and more
That many times I've sacrificed in my dignity to ignore
What we made and the moment we spent will never be valued
Cause you've took a large space in my heart to be immortalize
Till a day came and we were separate and nothing in our hand
But I didn't expect to forget me easily with no demand
At that time I was confused and totally lost
After loosing the one I need and the one I love most
Then I've decided not to love anymore even at small rate
But there was nothing in my hand for some one to get used at
Listening the same voice daily and filling my big gap
You've caused after leaving as if you've lost my house map
Three months passed without knowing to where I'm going
Or think to what limit I'm getting deeply without stopping
My love is decreasing for the one I have put on the top
And someone was trying to take your place with no stop
Then I've decided to select the right road and be free
Where I was depending on my self with no snear
And from that time my tears are my friend at night
Where I was missing to a limit for anything to fight
Leaving all the words in my heart and not expressing
For reason I was ashamed from what I was doing
Many difficult moments I was spending only for remembrance
And for being awake every night to taste the sufferance
Then I don't know how and I don't know when
I've regained my power and myself I've determine
And all that after regaining the trust in someone's eyes
Even after falling from a stage beside the sky
Sharing my decision with someone I'm not totally confessing
What I feel inside and to myself I'm really lying
But the right I've made and to forget was my aim
With the help of my friend I've wined the game
I was filling the time with anything not to think
But when I sleep there's no chase from getting deeply sink
Feeling in regret is something easy to say
Where my confidence is vanishing day by day
Now the time had come and I'm in real isolation
Cause I am not so strong to get up only one solution
Believe or not I don't know where I am standing
And I don't know what I want or what I'm feeling
All that because loneliness is deeply increasing
I'm in need for someone who's far and near
That I can talk freely and show my real tears
By time all my sweet days are running away
And staying alone with no hand is my situation today
Days we spent were more than hours passing
Leaving everyone and maybe that's right only for surviving
I'll be broken heart and totally different from many side
And that will leave a tragedy and impress on my nights
Being so fool for falling easily and going so far away
In things no one understand what I see or say
Many advices I was given not to give a little from my love
Cause that will bring me pain and distress with no move
But nothing is in my hands for things I can't do
And feeling in a big guilty with no crime too
Maybe the days will prove our love or let us forget
That what we've passing through is a regret
Now do you believe that my flowers are fade up
Only for your leaving me with no sign in the sky up
I can reach all the stars that are so high
But I can't reach you when your heart is far
Every night and everyday I'm searching for my way
Then realizing that my life is in your hands only today
But I do cry and cry and I don't know why and that will be forever
Maybe cause I'm praying night and day to be always together
But what I have is my dreams to feel in security
And if I do trust the dreams cause for in them is hidden the gate of eternity